A few days ago i have some misunderstanding with 
on many things. I'm confused 
with myself but all the things he said are true...definitely true coz he knows me. Then, I spent my times sitting alone in the room to think over it. And here are the decisions that I took:
accept the realities no more sleep 
late @ night there's no more the ego 
eera there's no more the talkative 
eera there's no more the lonely eera there's no more the selfish eera there's no more the complicated 
eera
I dunno 
why after those things happened, my mouth keep on silence 
...it is sooo hard for me to talk to people. Maybe it is because I prefer being the new me and I'm happy 
being the new me. For me, the less I'm talking , the less I'm hurting 
people. It doesn't mean that I don't want to talk a lot but I'm going to open my mouth for certain things. Others, I prefer to spend my life with my cyber life...sit in front of my lappy, chatting with my cyber friends, updating blog and playing games. I admit that I'm still alone but I know I can face the realities. This is my new life and I'm used to it 
.
Instead of that, I also letting my to do everything that he likes and I won't force him to do things that I don't like. It's up to him . It is his life and that is him . If it is best for him , mean it is best for me too. But please dun backstabbing me coz I hate it and I can't forgive these thing.
Hurm, honestly...I really-really miss the old us but I dunno how to start again. I mean, how to start my pot pet pot pet . For u , I miss you and us. I'm sorry for hurting you and I'm sorry coz I didn't understand u before. Plus, I'm sorry coz I dunno know how to be a friendly gf like before. I miss you and I 
you ...always and forever....
Monday, December 22, 2008
After a few days
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