Hye,buddies! Fyi, today is my horrible 
day.hahahaha.
early perhaps on Thursday because she wants to take my lil brother in Bangi on Friday. But then i told her that i can't because i wanna go 
on Saturday. Then my mom persuade me. At last, i went back home on Wednesday.
without inviting me to follow them 
.
for 1 year and 10 months 
for our relationship and I hope for the best.
always protect us.
, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! I have something for u...just wait ok,gemokkk?
Alhamdulillah...perasaan risau x dapat g 
berakhir gak sbb 
bg aku join their next pit stop kat The Republic Bar, Sunway Piramid on 13th December next week! Yeayyyyy....!!!! 
Nampaknya, selangkah saje lagi untuk aku mencapai impian aku 
Sometimes, today feels like yesterday because time
moved so fast. But sometimes the world doesn’t stand a chance for us to get what we want. But lucky I because God the Almighty help me to get back what I want. Thanks to you My Lord.
Oops....btw,what the hell I'm talking about now? Hehehehe….of course about 
. Yes, he is mine again! No matter what, we are still here for each other. That was 
is. Now, I should get out from my closet to start a new life of me and us. Forgive and forget the past are better rather than keep on grudging to him. I just realized that one of the reasons I can’t accept and love him totally is because I didn’t forgive and forget. A friend of mine named Sarah was right. Thanks to you Sarah for phsyco-ing me last night. It’s worked, dodol! Hehehehe….
One problem had settled. But anor problem hasn’t settled yet 
which is about my study. I have my future plans now. I want to pursue my study for this semester and then I quit my study. After quitting study, I want to work for 1 year just to have some savings for me to study at University College of Birmingham, UK. But I don’t know how to explain to my parents because I know they won’t agree with my decisions because for them whoever quitting their study because want to work wouldn’t continue their study back and vice versa. I still remember what shasha told me and give her opinion on this,''jangan eera.prove to your mom''. You are right shasha. God, please help your follower
But whatever it is, I still love Malacca and our hommyyyy sbb umh nie cool...plus ada 
and shasha yg sgt open-minded and honest with friends Thanks, korg...!
and thinking 
about my future; what I want to be and who I want to be. I’m not worry about his future because his future is already in his hands; just waiting for his steps to grab the roll during his graduation day. Honestly, I’m proud 
of him. But me…??? Why I can’t make people around me proud of me especially my families? Why Eera? Why? You can do, okay! Remember your greatest achievements at MTAZ and during foundation. People proud of u, girly 
! So prove to them again! But………….
I’m too dumb 
in one subject…what are the best ways for me to answer the Q’s and how to answer? Please, help me! I know I don’t have any chances to study law at other places except MMU…so I want to grab this opportunity. Right now, MMU gave me two options; change course or final appeal. If I choose final appeal, I’m afraid that I fail again and I don’t want to embarrass my family. But only this is my last opportunity. While if I choose to change course, I’m worry if I can’t cope with the subjects. OMG, please show me your guidance .
Hurmm...work…it is a good idea because I can have my own savings 
to study abroad. Hihihihihi. [ Hell me stupid dreamer !] But I want to work in Malacca because it is near to my hometown and near to him. Hehehehe. Sleepyyyyyyyy…… 
but I can’t sleep. Huaaaaaa. Huhuhuhuhu. Eera dah gila 
. Lalalalala.
First and foremost,I want to share with all of u about my participation for 
Female Driver Search 2009 where it will be held in Skudai for the roadshow.
Now...let me tell ya...On October 2008, I sent my form to just to try my luck and i didn't put any hope on it.Thanks to my 
for helping me to send the form! You are the coolest! But then on November 25th, I checked my email and received an email from 
; and these are the email contents, "Congratulations! You have been selected as one of our shortlisted participants in the Red Bull Female Driver Search!".So, can u imagine how HAPPYYY 
i am??? hehehe...So that night around 4.55am, I was directly called my 
to inform him about this and he congrats me.Thanks gemokkk for all your support and help to me. I u! Hehehe....
. Sooo.....for Johor participants, the roadshow will be held on:
for sure can't accompany me because he has to go back to his hometown..while my family don't know about this. What should i do 
? I wanna go there and this is the only opportunity I have. I will regret if I didn't go there! Please, help me!
In my life, a lot of things I wish I wanna do but I know I can't achieve all of them easily. For example, I do love writing but I must improve my English writing skills first. So, for the first step, I want to study English and u guys please help me to correct me if I'm wrong in writing or speaking [if we meet].
Secondly, I love arts because for me arts are universal. Look at our surroundings; the interior designers, the trees, the buildings, artists and etc are 100% arts, right? We can't keep away arts from our lives. In a short term, arts are everything but in certain things, arts need talents. While me, I don't have the talents but I try to learn a little bit about arts.
Third, I love shopping 
. Hehehe. This is a must for a lady like me 
. But I'm not a shopaholic type because I don't have much money 
to buy things. So, boys out there, no worries in handling me with shopping okay 
Last but not least, I have families 
and 
but pity me because I don't have many friends. Since I entered to the university, I'm such a loser...my friends left me and some of them were backstabbing me. Help me to have many friends, please! Huhuhu....
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